x__bangbangDEAD's Xanga

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 00:17:57 GMT

someone screwed around with my xanga. im really sorry that i keep making you people subscribe to my new one. you guys don't have to. but all the html is ruined and i can't fix it and the add new entry doesn't work anymore. i can only edit. here's the link to my new xanga. add me if you want, i know i'll add you. im really sorry. www.xanga.com/fishie_xp

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 18:06:22 GMT

i <3 jen. she is my good buddie. she did something slow rebecca didn't do. xP

i need some time to chillax. wtf is wrong with me and my stressing out habits. i love you God! help guide me!

im sick.

BUT I LOVE AUSTIN THE MOST! [cute] <<click that to see something cute

Friday, September 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 20:38:55 GMT

right now i am at school, in my auditorium listening to this guy go on and on about Cuba. and then i have to listen to a whole bunch of sophmore behind me and they are fucking gay. they make sooooo much noise. my buddie likes the guy sitting behind me. i think his name is dennis. anyways, even though he probably the seiext asian guy in the whole school, he has messed up teeth and he's really obnoxious and he acts all gangsta a stuff. why can't he act chinese or asian or whatever! he keeps saying stuff like Oh Yeah and whatever. i wanna talk about what happend yesterday but im really not in the mood for it.

edit
-btw, i got "raped" by a guy that i fucking hate. he kinda gropped me and i wanted to cry.
-i hugged a boy that is my friends bf and i know he likes me but i still went ahead and did it because im emo
-i wanna die

and if anyone wants to be added on my prayers list, i'll pray for you! <3...i know i need a lil praying for

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 18:59:21 GMT

life still sucks...a lot. but i have faith that i could get through this with a little prayer and a little hope and faith. i saw this kid i knew from ocm again, forgot his name though, i think he went "punk" or whatever cuz of his book bag ir that could just be me steryotyping.

i effing HATE LIFE!!!

[edit] why is life so sucky. why did i have to see that boy. why! i am way sad. worst day EVER!

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 19:52:58 GMT

school is fucking brutal and i hate it. with that sad, good bye because my arm muscles hurt like a bitch

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 19:53:40 GMT

i found my gym clothes! ah God! i love you soooo much!

i don't know if today was a good day or a bad one. it doesn't matter.

you know, i think i mad a big mistake when i chose high schools. i knew that i had really wanted to go to la guardia but i didn't apply in the end only because people convionced me that you can't make money out of art. but now, i see people talk about it and people from the school and i regret not even trying. life is full of so many regrets!

and i made a new friend. delray i think. i don't know

Monday, September 20, 2004

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 20:02:48 GMT

mr. kawaii! God Bless your soul! he is and always be my favorite teacher! guess what! he just sent me an invitation for G-mail! woo+. so now, you can e-mail me at msz.catey@gmail.com! ahhh! so happy!

wanna hear my playlist for the week. there was 1 more song but i couldn't find it.

Consuming Fire
This Disaster

all fun. bad news for the day, i forgot my gym clothes at school and i think somoene stole em. i hope not. and i starved all day and my tummie is aching like crazy

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 18:12:24 GMT

Last Words...

256. Last Movie You Watched: The Spy Dad

257. Last Book You Read: So Hard To Say

258. Last Person You Talk On The Phone To: Jennifer Ng

259. Last Person You Talked To Online: Sabrina

260. Last Website You Went To: www.singingfish.com

261. Last Song You Listened To: I Don't Wanna Know~NFG

262. Last Thing You Ate: A Banana

263. Last Thing You Bought: 3 chocolate chip cookies

264. Last Magazine You Read: CosmoGIRL

265. Last Person Who Sent You A E-mail: Darren Kawaii

...so bored. i just took a part of that survey and filled it out. xp. i am the laziest person in the world! i had maybe 3 homework assignments and i had 4 days to do it. now i have 5 hours and i still haven't completed it and its fairly hard. what the heck am i gonna do.

oh yeah, my favorite song of the week is: consuming fire~glimpses of glory

its kinda soft and slow but i love it lots.

and sabrina, good luck on your thing at school tommorow! you have my Blessings!

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 14:32:20 GMT

woah, im feeling a little stressed out and confused. a bit lost too. i don't know why. well, i do. its about a guy, or 2. lol. guys, typical right? don't wanna talk about it. i'll feel really stupid. i'm probably only willing to tell one person and that person is Sabrina. and im still not gonna say names!

hurricane ivan is coming to town, i think, or is it already here? well, whatever, its still cool that we'll have one, i mean i don't think ive ever experienced a hurricane before.

well, i don't know why but ever since i've been to a certain somebody's xanga, im not naming names, ive been more into God. like i've really been praying more and believing in God. i barely ever pray anymore, but i hope that throughout this year, i can get to know more about God and get spiritually educated. lol. i dunno, but i just really hope that i can get closer to God and stuff.

Friday, September 17, 2004

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 17:50:13 GMT

today, i went to chinatown, looking for a planner. what do i return home with?

>one scoop of green tea ice cream from the chinatown ice cream factory : 2.75
>two bags of shrimp chips: 1.00
>one bag of strawberry gummies: 1.88
>one bag of spple gummies: 1.88

total: 7.50...awe man
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im praying for everyone who needs a little praying for.

God. thank you for watching over us. please stay with us and forgive us and keep us all safe.
Amen