i <3 jen. she is my good buddie. she did something slow rebecca didn't do. xP

i need some time to chillax. wtf is wrong with me and my stressing out habits. i love you God! help guide me!

im sick.

BUT I LOVE AUSTIN THE MOST! [cute] <<click that to see something cute

right now i am at school, in my auditorium listening to this guy go on and on about Cuba. and then i have to listen to a whole bunch of sophmore behind me and they are fucking gay. they make sooooo much noise. my buddie likes the guy sitting behind me. i think his name is dennis. anyways, even though he probably the seiext asian guy in the whole school, he has messed up teeth and he's really obnoxious and he acts all gangsta a stuff. why can't he act chinese or asian or whatever! he keeps saying stuff like Oh Yeah and whatever. i wanna talk about what happend yesterday but im really not in the mood for it.

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-btw, i got "raped" by a guy that i fucking hate. he kinda gropped me and i wanted to cry.
-i hugged a boy that is my friends bf and i know he likes me but i still went ahead and did it because im emo
-i wanna die

and if anyone wants to be added on my prayers list, i'll pray for you! <3...i know i need a lil praying for

life still sucks...a lot. but i have faith that i could get through this with a little prayer and a little hope and faith. i saw this kid i knew from ocm again, forgot his name though, i think he went "punk" or whatever cuz of his book bag ir that could just be me steryotyping.

i effing HATE LIFE!!!

[edit] why is life so sucky. why did i have to see that boy. why! i am way sad. worst day EVER!